Donèll Damian Bhattoe

19/04/00 - 22/05/12

 

 

 

 

Donèll Damian Bhattoe

 

19/04/00 - 22/05/12

 

 

 

 

While travelling with public transport I looked back on the passed month. My kids laptop's needed to be replaced (obsolete technology not working well when it comes to school). So not looking forward to this financial burden. As if it wasn't enough the same week my mainboard died so no more home entertainment system. And behold, two days after that my headphones died to! Fed up, I went to a friend of mine, relax and get a load of my chest. He told me not to worry, he'd set me up. His company laptops were up for replacement, but be sufficient for my kids to use for homework. That was a pretty big financial load off my back. A few days later I saw a set of dual-driver headphones were on sale, I bought those. Looking at the warranty that came with the headsets I remembered my mainboard came with a three year warranty. So either it would be fixed, or it would be replaced. Good news alltogether! That made me think, didn't my headphones also come with some kind of warranty? Yes they did! I sent them back and received new ones, which I gave to my now super happy daughter. By this time the dual-driver headphones had arrived. This is what made me contemplate during my travel with public transport. As I was enjoying the sound of my new headphones looking back on how much luck I had this passed week with a friend helping me out, mainboard getting replaced, headphones replaced, new headphones that sound awesome, I thought to myself. I shouldn't complain. This was a lucky we.... KABAAAAAAM!!!! But Donèll isn't with you! !!!Reality check.

 

This may be a stupid materialistic example. But that doens't matter. It's still an example of what I feel and how I feel. Whenever I think things are kinda going my way. I'm reminded yet again, Donèll is not here anymore. Whatever luck or happiness will come my way, I won't ever be able to enjoy that moment to the fullest ever again...

 

Keep that in mind next time you think I don't come across as sincerely happy for you, don't care about you or your luck. For every happy moment is a reason for me personally to be unhappy. When I'm happy I think of my kids. When I think of my kids, I'm reminded I'm missing one [; _ ;].